dEE-N@rahOliC

God……………….

today was such a …..

i dont know…

i didn’t find a perfect word to describe it

dont know why…

but today was not an energetic day anymore

its sooo boring today

and all i do just sleeping in the class

( well…..except when i read my sms )

and all the lessons today become such a blurry memory in my head

i couldn’t remember a thing….sigh!

and i was so sad today

sad when i saw with my own eye

when someone didn’t respect the others

well……….

even "that person" didn’t know who made it

but he shouldn’t do such thing like that

he should appreciate the others effort

no matter who did the job

well…..hey!!!

i work real hard to finish that job…

Suck!!!!

and the worst thing happened too

i know i was so busy that time

i know i deserted some of my job behind

but not becoz i leave it for no reason

im still doing my other job

can’t he wait?

can’t he understand a bit?

Gosh………………..

Ahhh………..

Well…………

“Every storm has it end”

thats the fact that i should remember

so i’ll keep that in mind

at least…

i still smiling

Thanks to you my friends

You make this day not as bad as i thought

“every storm has it end……”

Well………………..

This semester truly was such an enormous time….

This is not like the old time…

And this is not the old " me "

it’s just…………different…..

In many different ways…..

Well………

This is when I was really getting in to a "bouncy" mode

Feels just like I wanna do anything (except study…. T_T)

Feels just like I can do anything…. (Except study……again!!!)

But the time goes by real fast

and feels like i never have enough time to do what i should do

there is so many deadline right now….

some people say……..slow down!

but right now feels like i have to fly

grab the time who left me behind…..

even this all "things" I’ve done

Took almost all of my time

But i hope everybody could understand

hope everyone didn’t have to be worried about me……

(dont worry about me too much mom)

im just doing something ……….

New……….

thats all………..

well………..

no time for complaining anyway

everything happen when it should to be happened

and everything has its own consequences

so im taking the risk this time……….

not without struggle at first

and not by giving up….

im just okay for now….

im still okay…..